"i’m sorry because i’ve realized that what i said was fucked up and harmful" is very, very different from "i’m sorry because now people are mad at me and i want to placate them so that they’ll stop criticizing me" and the two are not interchangeable
DON’T USE SELF HARM AND DEPRESSION AS MEANS OF GETTING ATTENTION. EXCEL IN SOMETHING. WORK HARD TOWARDS A GOAL, BE KIND, BE GENEROUS AND YOU WILL GET THE KIND OF ATTENTION YOU SHOULD WANT IN THE FIRST PLACE. QUIT FAKING SHIT AND TRIGGERING PEOPLE. MY GOD.